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Ya Allah...

Bukalah hati ini untuk lebih dekat bersamaMu tatkala diri ini dalam kegelisahan...

Kau hantarlah ketenangan dan kesabaran kepada diri ini...

Sesungguhnya...aku lebih mencuba menjadi yg terbaik utk Mu,suami,anak dan ibu kepada rezeki yg telah Kau berikan...aku tetap bersyukur....Alhamdulillah....

Ilmand & 2nd vaccine after his birth

Ilmand has taken his jab at Columbia Asia Hospital Nusajaya,Johor this morning.His paediatrician is Dr Izzuddin Poo Abdullah.His kind..talk with soft voice and gave a good consultation as well.

Ilmand recived 2 jabs (1st DTAP & Polio & Hib + 2nd Hep B together with optional vaccine, Pneumoccocal) today at his 73days birthday!!He gained more weights..5.4kg compared with 2.74kg during his birth.

He cried..hehe..cayang bucuk mommy..but he doesnt get any fever..Alhamdulillah..!!

Below details are for our (especially parents) knowledge:

(thanks to Baby Health Record from CAH,Nusajaya)

Immunization helps to prevent diseases, most of which are serious, and children all over the world need to be protected against them.

BCG protects your child against Tuberculosis (TB).It is given at birth.

Hepatitis B is common in Asia, and infection may lead to liver problems such as cirrhosis and cancer.

DTP stands for Diphteria, Tetanus and Pertussis (whooping cough). These disease used to be common and many children have died from them.

Poliomyelitis causes paralysis of the muscles. The vaccine can be given orally or by injection.

Hib or Haemophilus influenza type b, is a bacteria that can cause serious illness in young children, particularly of the brain (meningitis), lungs (pneumonia) and ears (otitis media).

Measles is a serious infection which can cause pneumonia and brain damage.

Mumps can cause swelling ofsalivary glands, brain infection and sterility.

Rubella during pregnancy can cause serious damage ti the unborn baby.

Pneumoccocus is a bacteria that can cause serious illness in young children, particularly of the brain (meningitis), lungs (pneumonia) and ears (otitis media). Your child will receive 1-4 doses depending on his or her age, and you will be advised accordingly by your doctor.

Rotaviruses are one of the most common germs causing diarrhoe, which can be serious and life-threating. 2 doses of the vaccine are given by mouth,1 month apart.

White Dip Flower - to let go

7 pcs are available in good condition.

Used once in 2007 during my engagement day.

Purchased at RM35/pc.

Advisable to purchased all in 7pcs.

Now selling at 50% disc..!!

RM 122.50 (Negotiable)

Price exclude postage.

my 2010 & 2011

MY 2010

1) Dah ada 2 orang anak lelaki yg cute..heheh..
2) Pindah Johor Bahru
3) Resign and jadi full housewife
4) Hidup lebih boring sebab xkeje
5) Skill memasak lebih membanggakan sebab hari2 masak je
6) Skill menjaga anak lebih bagus
7) Lebih independent
8) Pernah admitted sebab dehydration
9) Jarang2 dapat makan best esp dekat Madam Kwan's & Cozy
10) Lebih sayang & cinta family

MY 2011

1) Pindah KL balik dengan anak2
2) Bekerja semula
3) Boleh shopping..(lebih lg sbb dah ada own salary)
4) Katakan TAKNAK untuk pregnant buat sementara
5) Sedih sebab kene separate dgn suami tercinta..:(
6) Nak beli Life & Education Insurance untuk anak2
7) Nak buat full settlement dgn PTPTN
8) Nak pegi holiday
9) Nak pakai kebaya nyonya hari raya nanti
10) Nak lebih sayang & cinta kan family

Leaving On A Jet Plane...Sayonara to JB

Leaving On A Jet Plane

All my bags are packed I'm ready to go

I'm standin' here outside your door

I hate to wake you up to say goodbye

But the dawn is breakin' it's early morn

The taxi's waitin' he's blowin' his horn

Already I'm so lonesome I could die

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh baby,I hate to go

There's so many times I've let you down

So many times I've played around

I tell you know,they don't mean a thing

Every place I go,I'll think of you

Every song I sing,I'll sing for you

When I come back,I'll bring your wedding ring

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh baby,I hate to go

Now the time has come to leave you

One more time let me kiss you

Close your eyes I'll be on my way

Dream about the days to come

When I won't have to leave alone

About the times,I won't have to say

So kiss me and smile for me

Tell me that you'll wait for me

Hold me like you'll never let me go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh baby,I hate to go

Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane

Don't know when I'll be back again

Oh baby,I hate to go...

Waiting & Sacrifice

I'm still waiting..waiting for a good news...when it comes to good news there will be a bad news indeed..

Hurghh!! Again..need to separate from my loving husband..for the sake of our family and this oppurtunity,i'll sacrifice..my world is lonely when you're not with me..i'm in love with you even though i'm a thounsands of miles away from you..i truly could not live my life without having you to talk to..

Thank you for showing me what kind of love all women deserve.Love u always...!!!